Just not feeling it lately

Lately I have not been happy with myself. They say a person worst critic is themselves. And that is exactly me. I look in the mirror or put on an outfit and I just begin to break down. I know that I am a beautiful person but sometimes I wish I looked different. I would love to loss some weight. I am overweight and i need to get myself motivated to do something about it . I don't eat terribly. I just need to get moving. And i say this all the time , but i just don't do it.
I was in my cousin's wedding last Saturday and i look at pictures and wish I was slightly smaller. I took pictures with my sister and my face looks huge. I try to read diet plans and workout plans I just give up when something isn't working they way I would like it to .
SO I need to get myself moving. I don't have any numbers goals, just mental goals.. Like feeling better about myself.
So today starts a new day.


~~ M